Grey clouds of the heart
Secrets in the corners of the eyes
Before these emotions could catch flame
They were extinguished by gossip
I turn around,
Back into loneliness.
In the thicket of life
It is a game of strength and endurance.
During the day, all courage is depleted
By the night, there is no balance
And you understand not where you went wrong…
I am merely someone who wishes deeply
to be happy.
Why do I fail to reach the path that leads to my happiness?
I am trying to not be pessimistic,
And never loathing.
I want my heart to be fulfilled,
So it may touch others
But I remain alone.
In loneliness, I am someone who deeply wishes to be happy
Waiting for a single heart to accept my sincerity
Who understands that, in the sweetness of love
There lies a large portion of effort and work.
Someone who is willing to discuss this,
Love does not fracture-
I almost don’t believe in it…
I believe that being someone who deeply wishes to be happy
Means also to be someone who can make others happy.
I am not afraid to sacrifice, nor unwilling to take responsibility.
I will be warm and sincere. Tender and charming.
Who is that person?
Who can make the butterflies inside me, flutter?
Someone who wants to be happy.